numbers and life

Bila dalam kesusahan mengembalikan ingatan pada kata2 mak..

Kadang2 kita kena belajar untuk hidup susah.

Macam ya lah kamek di sitok mak.. Mun kitak tauk.. Huhu.. Tapi kamek sik akan penah madah. Kamek sik macam dolok agik. Kamek dah besar. Maok independent. Kamek dah dapat molah for 4 months. InsyaAllah this sem pun kamek dapat. Jangan di bingong kamek di sitok.

Everything is going well, though some are not. But i think can still handle it. Cos there's something that makes me strong (Yeayeah!). I've been too dependent on people around me all this while. But no need to worry deng.. From now on, I think i can do everything by myself. Yeah, im a big girl! Big girl dont cry. Lalala.. Haha

Ah, it's just a number. Number doesnt affect your life att ALL. Oh, i hope so ahaha. Since little i love numbers. I love being around numbers. I love to think and count and add and so on. They activate my brain to think and be alert and conscious. But i hate to see my numbers (this particular numbers) are getting smaller day by day. So depressing.

Ah, everything is about number. Btw, how long do we havent seen each other? It has been 286 days since u left. Ah, again, it's about numbers. Seems that it does affect my life. Huh

Apa apa jak la di kerepak ku tok aiee..
*Kamek rindu kitak lah, Encik Reverie. Kamek mala jak tetdo eh, sorry..