Lelaki

Lelaki.

Lelaki dan wanita. Lelaki dan wanita saling memerlukan. Lelaki perlukan wanita bukan? Ke aku salah? Tolong betulkan.

Wanita juga memerlukan lelaki. Sangat memerlukan. Lelaki tempat wanita meluahkan perasaan. Tempat wanita mengadu, dan tempat wanita bermanja. Bila menangis, wanita pergi mana? Bahu lelaki juga.. Memang tak dapat dinafikan.

Lelaki pula.. Perlu ke wanita? Ya, lelaki perlu. Lelaki takkan hidup tanpa wanita. Ok, it’s just one of my opinion about LELAKI ok. Kenapa aku kata begitu? Sebab.. Lets say seorang ayah, isteri dah meninggal. Erm..Ayah tunggal. (oopss ada ke istilah tu?) Dapat ke ayah membesarkan anak tanpa isteri? Ya, dapat. Tapi dapat ke ayah bagi kasih sayang macam mana yang emak bagi? Mungkin ya, mungin tidak. And dapat ke ayah membesarkan anak-anak se perfect yang emak buat? Rasa nya memang tidak. Bukan?? Cuba kita dengar, berapa ramai ayah tunggal yang berjaya membesarkan anak hingga anak-anak berjaya? Berapa ramai? Tapi cuba kita dengar berapa ramai ayah yang kahwin lain selepas isteri meninggal? Bukan kah melambak.

And cuba kita tengok berapa ramai ibu tunggal yang membesarkan anak-anak dengan berjaya tanpa ayah? Ramai bukan? Ya, memang ramai.

Wanita. Ibarat sayap bagi lelaki. Tak ramai lelaki akan terbang tinggi tanpa sayap. Tapi ramai yang akan mencari sayap baru jika sayanp yang lama patah. That’s your weakness! Why don’t u just move on dengan sayap yang patah? Why must u find a new one when she’s gone? Oops, sorry, im out of track.

Lelaki. Oh, lelaki.

Aku ada ramai kawan lelaki. Ok, kawan lelaki. And I put my trust on them. As a friend, I should. Should i? Yeah, I should. Everything goes well. It seems fine from the first time we know each other. But why must there’s rain when it’s summer? It shouldn’t be that way. It shouldn’t! Summer is summer. Rain is not a part of it. But why must it be? It’s because of u.

U’re such a.. Hurm. I shouldn’t say that. But honestly, im kinda dissappointed of u.

Orang kata. Baling batu sembunyi tangan. Ya, betul. But that’s not the way I am. Imagine, orang kata u merokok and buang puntung rokok kat lantai. U takkan mengaku. Sebab apa? Sebab u tak buat. And u’re not even a smoker! So how are u goin to say “yes, I did it” to something that u didn’t do, and not even knew about it. Or lets say I kata I nampak u kat Singapore malam tadi dengan ur girlfriend. U takkan mengaku sebab u’re in Brunei and u don’t have any girlfriend. So, what’s goin on? Is it my fault to say something bad about u or you should just admit it though u don’t have any idea about the rubbish. And u are such a fool if u are doing that!

But the thing is, u are not the one who face it. It’s me!

I should say thanks for whatever u did. And yes, u should give yourself a clap for your victory. But im not saying that im lose. Im not losing my fight yet. It's just that... i dont think i should play in ur game. It's not my style. I got a better thing to do rather than creating stories of others. There's no point ruining others, just stop it.